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Not an ordinary week

I’ve got EXAM this weekend.. what a bummer :( . So I can’t talk long (I sound like im on a phone heeeee :P ). Anyway, Monday was Darlings@Dayana’s birthday –HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!- , I heard she got too many presents?? No? and Tuesday Faezah left me for Lopez and family :( (Tak boleh blah punya drama), yeah she went back  home earlier than she should have. Heeheh.. I still sound emotional, no la.. main2 saja. Yesterday Marriam went back home, Today my today* NATRINA MAJID, my gorgeous QUEEN delivered her first baby son, tomorrow just another ordinary day, Saturday Ive got a class and I am going to see MB Perak giving his speech and Sunday will be my EXAM!!! What a hectic paragraph, I have to say. Such an important week for me, I hope I can still breathe when it’s over.

Happy birthday Darling :D hugggssss!

As of this point, I am so thrilled to be an aunt (for a few times), especially for my Natrina Majid and family. I’ve been so nervous and wishing so badly im with her by her side. So Darling, Faezah and everyone, pleaseeeeeeeeeee share their pictures. Such an important day for my sayang, I am dying to see them.

I am proud of you sayang. May Allah bless you and your fruitful family.

HUGSSSSSS AND KISSSESSSSS…

Love,

Proud Aunty Shasa (this is a special case)

Bitter heart

Living with regrets is probably the worst feeling one can have. Yesterday, after having a loooonnnnggg chat with Darling, I know what I want now. I want to be moving forward, I don’t want to be looking back in anger (im sure once in a while ill get the relapse, given my current condition, but ill try harder!). And I don’t want to worry about other people as much as I do now; it’s eating me up! I want to live freely and be happy (an option that I should have embraced wayyy long time ago). As it is now, this is the only life I have. Life is short, so I better make full use of it!

Tomorrow will be a new day, so is every tomorrows that I will have insyaALLAH. If I don’t want to do something, I should not do it but If I want to do something, I should give all my heart. If you give the whole of your heart in your work, you will be fulfilled with joy, otherwise, it will only be a burden.

Love,

Shasa Aziz

p/s: Allah tak suka org yg menyesal, Nur Kasih (true?? i dont know.. but im sure menyesal itu tak memberi kesihatan).

Selamat Hari Raya

Dear Friends,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha and Happy Thanks giving. I hope everyone is healthy and in a good shape.

I miss celebrating raya with you guys! Anyway, i need to get ready for dinner.

Love

Shasa Aziz

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p/s:

Today is Nur Kasih’s final episode and I cried (A LITTLE). It was a really good finale and a good show as a whole. First time in my life I think that Malaysian actors have qualities. Remy Ishak and Tiz Zakyah made the story ALIVE! If you haven’t watch it and wish to, please see them online at http://www.tv3.com.my/ .

Im back safe, alhamdulillah

Im back in London.. and I am already swarmed with works, problems and such. I still don’t know if I get to move jobs, I don’t even know my current employer wants me to work for them or not, OMECCCCC byk keje (although I was the one asking for it, heee), my room’s in a mess (haha what’s new) and most of all : I MISS HOMEEEE, and I miss MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!

Yesterday was the saddest departure ever. My heart was heavy to leave my love ones and I was tempted to ‘accidentally’ late for the plane. Haih.. but whatever it is, coming back from Air Asia was a real bad experience. I should have listened to Natte, I should have gotten the premier seat. Kedekut punya pasal kan!!! On the way to the plane, the rain was soooo heavy, by the time I reached the plane I was soaked and wet! The economy seat was uncomfortable and for the first time in my life, I got the last seat and to add in a little oil to the fire ; next to a toilet. Ho My God… the flush is soooo loud, I could get hearing loss if I have to seat next to it for another 10 hours. Like obviously every 15 minutes there will be someone going into the loo. But yang plg best is I sat next to someone who just cannot stop talking.. I don’t even get to sleep. Yes!! Literally ok huarghhh.. I don’t even get my personal time to cry.. So lesson to learn is, sila belajar and kerja kuat2 supaya dapat balik naik MAS!! Or Emirates.. ~ after reading this again, I just realised how spoilt I sound. I guess it’s another bad experience I have, maybe you wont get them.. but I surely wont try it again LOL..

Just finished work and I am now off to OMEC meeting. I don’t think I have enough sleep but I don’t think I have jetlag. Haha.. we will see… Azim is coming tonight… So I don’t think I will sleep early pon. Anyway, KORANG I MISS UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!! I pon rindu Dina yang dah pindah :( :(:( .. I cant wait for this weekend.. its going to be games night at Yans (but without kecik, ili, sayang, natte, yas    ).. and maybe first day puasa. Yeayyy!!! Ok I hope to see some light la in this very narrow tunnel. I just feel tired now tho.. okla nnti tertinggal bus.

LOVE U GUYS!
Shasa Aziz

From London to Dubai to KL..

Since I stepped foot at Heathrow airport, I haven’t been stop eating. First of all, I’d like to say thank you to my beloved Abg Eddy for giving me one of the coolest graduation presents (ie: business class ticket). I am currently in Dubai, I just had my breakfast and waiting for my flight back to KL approximately another hour and a bit (lamanyaaa).

I had such a dramatic day yesterday before leaving London.. pfffttt.. as you have read from my previous entry, I had such unlucky encounter at work and in the end, id had to ask my patient to reschedule his appointment as he was coming even later than what he had been promised to. But such sweet patient, he promised to come on time next week, bless him. Anyway, as I reached home, I did my final packing while waiting for the plumber. At 5 30pm I was fidgeting, as he still hasn’t arrived. I was sooooo annoyed then, but he finally arrived at quarter to 6 and my all anger just went off because he was HUNKY PLUMBER! I felt a little like desperate housewife for a while.. All those waiting were worth it! Hahaa.. My evening was starting to be more promising, I guess my luck was starting to begin as I also had a Mercedes Benz Taxi waiting to escort me to Heathrow, awesome innit? Hahaha.. they had no normal car to use (how lucky is that!) loving my moments of luxury.

me eating!I just have to seat near the food counter..

The flight from London was alright, sat beside a person who just had to blast his headphones until everyone around him can hear. I wish I could just give him an introduction to HEARING LOSS! Haha.. I persevered. Ate more food. Watched he’s just not that into you. Slept. Ate again… I think I’ve gain weight. I’m not paranoid! Haha.. Oh well, I think I better go and do a some shopping before I board again. Ooouhh I bought soooo many Victoria secret stuff at heathrow airport(I LOVE VS!). Wish they have them in London sighhh..

Ok hopefully my next ride will be better one, because this is the longer journey and hopefully ill get to seat next to a considerate person. I promised Natte that i will not sleep from Dubai to KL..(to avoid jetlag and temperature change aka takut kene quarantine! mana la tahu kan?)

Natte, i have to say im sorry first cause im reallllllly sleepy!! hahaha.. but i’ll try ok!

I cant wait to see my sayang, my dad and my step mom in KLIA!!!! I guess I should be able to update more in this two weeks. I should update Taste Asia, Natrina’s bday/babyshower/seeyoulater partey and Summer Sensations soon!

Till then, Love,

Shasa Aziz

Hmm

After reading my previous entry, i just realised there are some very naughty words and naughty things written. I hope everyone is adult about it ;) ..

I hope i did not offend anyone ..

Peace, love

Shasa Aziz

Only He can decide..

Hmm its been a month.. I’ve been away from Ifham for a month..
Honestly, I hate being in a long distance relationship, but I if you love somebody really much, you will have to be strong and make the relationship work. Thank god for Skype! I hope I will be as strong, perhaps stronger as time goes by. In counting, I have 58 days to go till I get back home. You know, we have always planned to work here together and get married as soon as we are stable with our jobs. But you know we can only plan, Allah will decide for us in the end of the day.

I’ve been ill for the past few days, and yesterday I thought I was back on my feet, boy was I wrong… I had a bad stomach cramp this morning before I went to Birmingham.. but I managed. I was in pain most of the time in the lecture hall but again I managed. After the lecture, the trains going back to London was delayed, so we had two hours till the next one arrives… hmmm everything was just going wrong for me but then that just gave me an excuse to visit Bull Ring (the massive shopping centre in Birmingham). The plan was to have a quick window shopping which ended up damaging my pockets and i managed that too! Hahah.. I only got to London by 8 ish and went to have a late dinner take away at  Inn Noodle(I know Inn Noodle lagi).. I think I’ve turned into Inn Noodle’s regular customer and do you know take away is so much cheaper??? (free ad :) )

Well there goes my diet plan for this week.. as I have said before, you can only plan but Allah will decide.. so as you can see I haven’t been dieting much this week ..LOL let see if I ever get to diet next week, so much for role model ey?? Heheh.. Tomorrow’s Friday!! Cant wait for weekend.. Saturday is going to be fun but Sunday is extra special.. it is Azz’s bridal shower! Got my outfits ready… How I wish I am getting married soon too..

Love

Shasa Aziz