Archive for October, 2009

Lets be grateful :D

{ October 27, 2009 @ 1:18 pm } · { Random entry }
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I watched Brothers and Sisters yesterday and it had occurred to me, how fragile life is. I have been very emotional lately, due to the waiting, the distance, the illness , the pressure and what not. I just realised what I have neglected to hear something that Faezah has been trying to tell me; ‘what is not in my power, I should not be stressed about’. As much fact/true the statement is, I still can’t help but to feel damn stressed about it. It was so bad that my normal ‘monthly’ lady thing became hay wired (and I usually get it on-time).

You know, we can die anytime or get diagnosed with any scary thing at any time. When we are healthy, we keep on whining and hoping that things are better and greater. I hope I can stop whining and start being grateful that I am still alive and able to help and make people around me happy. Usually, when people know they have a few days to live, then they will start living their lives. I think that is just selfish isn’t it? Isn’t that selfish to Allah too?? This is just a thought, I know all of my friends are working hard to live and are doing as much to be a good human and hamba ALLAH. I am writing this to remind myself, rather than sulking, wasting time, I should get my bum to work on something, something that will help me for my future and I should be happy….. cause life is too short to be unhappy.

Lets be grateful and be happy.. whatever happens, we are still alive and kicking! If things don’t go your way, find another way to make the best of the outcome. Live your day as though you can die tomorrow (I know, dramatic right? But seriously, if we have that in mind, everyday we will be so full of energy and obviously closer to god).

Lets try…..

Love,

Shasa Aziz

rest in peace my lil fishy :(

{ October 23, 2009 @ 12:57 pm } · { fishy }
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Since most of my friends have gone back home for good, I’ve had new friends and new housemates. And eversince Faezah moved in with me, we have spent a lot of time together. She is like a little sister I’ve never had before LOL (and what made it more funny is that she is was my high school head mistress’s daughter), something I never thought will happen in the future. heee… Faezah sure dah naik muak dgr I ckp ni. The main thing I want to share with you is not about us its about our fish.

About three weeks ago, each of us bought two little cute gold fishy. I bought two fantails (one fancy and one normal) and Faezah bought 2 little lemon gold fish. Her fish are pretty and lemonish colour, haha mine however, one is all gold and shiny and the other fancy one had red and black spots (he/she looked more like a gold fish version of koi but Lopes called him/her KURAP! ← grrrr kureng!!) . Faezah and I had so much fun getting their homes ready heee.. Faezah did almost all of the calculation ( haha my walking calculator, although she disagrees with that). Serious ma fan la nak jaga gold fish, even though it was’nt the easiest pet to take care of but it was quite interesting and refreshing.

IMG_0479the preparation heee.. it was fun :D

I had names for them, initially my gold one is called Maya but she had a sex change, now his name is Edward (sorry twi fans) and the other Jake (sorry again twi fans) → I had a real reason for the change. To date, Edward is still alive (mungkin sbb dia vampire kot nyeheheheh) but Jake past away today :( .. sedih sgt. He was ill though from last week, I think when I bought him he was already sakit. But it made it worst kot as time passes, and it does’nt help having me as the owner. Faezah is far better owner/gold fish keeper than I am. She talks to the fishys and maybe sang to them without my present’s hahahaha peace babe. Kesian ikan I :( :( .

IMG_0541my baby jake happily eating :(

Jake suffered from ammonia burn (the tail and fin decolourised and lost its shape), swim bladder problem (he kept on floating even though he wants to swim to the bottom) and some kind of infection (white spots on his skin). So maybe because of the water, over feeding or even the temperature. SEDIH!!! I told darling about my fish two days ago, her mom who used to have gold fish and said, it is probably time to say good bye but Faezah and I determined that he can recover because he was fighting to live all the way even he wasn’t moving much. We had anti-infection solution for him to help him recover (even though I initially put too much oops) and I even quarantined himself from Edward (sbb Edward keeps on trying to bite him –not joking ok!). But tak pe la, ajalkan….

IMG_0612My quarantined baby died :(

So I’ve flushed him away, I think that he died peacefully and it was for the better. Jake my first fishy to die, Faezah and I will remember you forever :( .

DSC_8323Happy times ..

Love,

Shasa Aziz

Ssssss

{ October 22, 2009 @ 12:26 am } · { Random entry }
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Stressssss.. with a capital S!

Fight for this love..

{ October 19, 2009 @ 10:33 am } · { concert, events }
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I am in love, bangun2 je teringat pasal the performance from Cheryl Cole last night that i missed. I am so in love with her, please tgk!

It was live and she danced well! Gorgeous. Incredible. Hot. Sexy. Perfect~

Went to UMNO’s open house last night and it was packed with people. Gila babs la! Hats off to the committee members and their friends who helped. Finally had my nasi minyak and ayam masak merah fixed (as you know, this is a very typical meal for raya in UK).  We had a whole day of mengemas-ing yesterday and finally we head off to MSD for our free dinner :D .

umno10UMNO committee 2009

DSC_8334Nasi minyak and ayam masak..

umno2 girls from house 54

Later that night, i watched Talentime. Hmmmmmm slow laaaaa and asyik confuse je. Mahesh tu bisu kan? bukan pekak kan?? “Stress aku nak interpret”. Nevertheless, i loved the fact that Mahesh was using sign language and had thought Melor how to use sign language. The only words i can see in my mine was One Malaysia and no discrimination towards the disabled.

Ok, now i have to see my plumbers downstairs, sexy. Finally got the boiler –>fixed!

Love,

Shasa Aziz

If you never fail, you never lived

{ October 18, 2009 @ 6:39 pm } · { Random entry }
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Just got this from Ang’s blog, i wanna share it. I like it..

Love,

Shasa Aziz

nearing the end of Eid

{ October 18, 2009 @ 3:38 am } · { events }
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I was almost home :( .. i miss my family. i miss my friends back home … It was Fiena’s birthday, i want to touch Natte’s belly, I want to go to Kakaks open house and enjoy last week of Eid with my family. I want I want I want….. I miss my sayang :( . The reason my hopes were left only hopes because I was planning to go home today to do my new tier 2 visa, unfortunately the COS license given to me can only be applied from UK. That means I have to wait for another month to work. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ??? 1 month?????? Oh em gee.. Takpela, I hope I will get my VISA eventually. I almost bought the ticket, thank god tak beli….

Anyway, today is my Open House, eh Mira, Faezah, Liza, Marriam, Suraya and my open house. We had loads of food :) but we had left over’s too :( .. I miss my friends. Usually if we had open house, my guy friends will manage to eat ALL of the food but nevertheless, we had A LOT of guests and a lot of fun.. But the best part was the after partey.. we played sparkles, we had lots of laughter, singing sessions (concerto..) and cerita hantu time … best! Thank you everyone, finally an excellent end for Raya hehehe.. To sayang, Drog, Natte… I miss you guys the most, I wish you guys were here. I miss Rogs sambal, sayangs udang and nattes cupcakes :(

GAMBAR esok I update :P , we are still in the cerita hantu session.

okok as i promised:

Raya1My adik (Eliza) n i

Raya8Mr and Mrs Amir and myself

raya7My lovely housemates :*

Raya9Our guests

Raya17The ladies in d house

Raya12Shazwi, Dzariman,Moi and Tina

khalifBaby Qalif and Nabila Zaki

Anyway, here is a song that I would love to share with you all. This song is called Jauh. We had it all done in 1 night. This is probably not the final cut but good enough to share. This song is most suitable for people have long distance relationship hehehe…

Jauh by Shasa Aziz

Composed by Faezah

Lyrics by Marriam and myself.

Singer : me.

Enjoy it,

Love,

Shasa Aziz

New Chapter

{ October 12, 2009 @ 2:53 pm } · { Audiology, Random entry }
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The beginning of this new chapter is looking pretty good, fast paced and challenging. I might have to cut out some activities I’ve been involved with and concentrate on my priorities. I haven’t started work and my wallet is leaking pretty quickly. There is so much responsibilities to handle being a grown up but I am trying to survive. InsyaALLAH I will start work soon, Amin :) .

I had my second open house at Kak Farah’s on Saturday. I think this is the most undesirable Raya I’ve ever had, subdued and not much food fed into my tummy. But I still have a week left, so hopefully next week, I would enjoy more food ☺. UMNO is having their open house on Sunday and we (Marr, Suraya, Mira, Faezah, Liza and myself) are having our open house on Saturday from 5pm till late. You are all cordially invited but please RSVP ;) .

Eid 2009 2Kak Farah, Kak Ramona, Myself and Adilla Long.

Anyway, I had my first AUD class last week (Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday) and it was excellent. Although I felt a little left out, being away from school for a year had made me a little slow up there. Nevertheless as I said it was excellent, my lecturer for this module is called Charles Berlin @ Chuck, who is a famous Audiological Scientist. He has done important work in animal hearing and vocal output, human cerebral organization for speech perception, electro-cochleography and Auditory Brainstem Response, Otoacoustic Emissions, and has discovered a rare form of hearing loss called ultra-audiometric hearing. But the best part is, he is also a very very very famous Jazz pianist back in Florida and New Orleans. He soooo have given me the motivation to be a good musician and an awesome audiologist. SEMANGATTTT!

chuck berlin and i

Chuck Berlin and myself

experimental guinea pigThe unlucky guinea pig haha

IMG_0523The gifted Chuck Berlin

dinnerDinner with my new classmates and the lecturers

ANYWAY, New moon is coming out next monthhhh!!! CEPAT LAAAA!! After I’ve finished reading Breaking Dawn, I took a break from reading. It was just sad to start anything new, I was emotionally attached to twilight. But the long rest has its end, Im starting a new saga called Wicked Lovely. It’s about a fairy romance novel, lets see if it will give me the same impact as Twilight heeehehe.. Ok, I think I should go and take a shower, Faezah is bringing back lunch yummmm then we can do some gardening. The sweetness of unemployment, hope it wont last any longer..

IMG_0505Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr

Love,

Shasa Aziz

the comeback..

{ October 5, 2009 @ 1:47 pm } · { friends }
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Yes, it has been awhile since I last updated this page. I have been ill for 10 days (that’s long ok!). I’ve missed my farewells, classes and open houses. Now that I have a lot more energy, I want to thank my beautiful London family for taking care of me .. especially Yan for taking care of me on Monday and Tuesday (second and third day of raya)! You have been my sweet angel. If you weren’t around I would be even more devastated for being ill during Eid. Marrrriiiamm and Suuuu.. Love you guys, Love the soup and thanks for the visit Marr, you don’t know how much it means to me. Natte for the blog entry.. you are very very very sweet and how I missed you so, your text was therapeutic and I wish I get more messages from you *hint hint* (yes yes ill get a bb one day :) ) . Not forgetting my two housemates, Mira and Faezah, who constantly making sure ive been fed and getting better. Dina, Azz and Drog for the messages, I hope you are all well. Seriously, I am blessed for having such great friends. But most importantly, my sayang, he was there allllllll the time (skype la) but he didn’t sleep making sure I was alright.. I miss you sayang and I LOVE YOUUUU!!! Ok, that was my award winning moment for being ill.. heeeee !!

Heniways, better late than never, I would like to wish to all of you SELAMAT HARI RAYA. Sorry for the late wish and Halalkan and makan minum yer.. dan Maaf zahir batin. I bet everyone had an excellent Raya. Raya for me was quite subdued after the first day. I missed the weekend where everyone had their open houses which was sucks but its ok, at least I wasn’t spreading germs :P .

my london familySelamat Hari Raya :D

Snogs Our treat of the day :D .. SNOG.. yummmm

I still haven’t started work due to work permit reasons, and I’ve started to get bored. Hmmmm…. To Alia, Yas and Yan, I hope you had a good start at work today/last week. I hope ill start work soon but I am starting my AUD this week! Excitedddddd.. Raya is almost over, and we have to work hard! Nthn Christmas… On another note, I am contemplating on whether I should do an open house for raya or a Halloween Party. Hmmmm im bored. I need ideas.. ok peeps.

Love,

Shasa Aziz