Update.. only read if you have time.. panjang kot :P

I’ve gone to a complete hiatus from blogging for the past ‘almost’ two weeks . I have been busy even though I am not working ! I’ve had to do my first assignment; essay writing (after a LONGGGG time). And before handing in my last minute essay, I will have to get my trustworthy friends to look at them and approve it before my lecturer gets them. Dah la last minute, 12 pages and ayat tunggang langgang.. Karat man karat man poor Darling and baby.. oouuhh dah la time difference yg sgt besar tu, thank you korang.. LOVE YOU GUYS mcm org giler! Dah la busy dgn essay, then OMEC was also busy with this Dinner and Dance thingy.. and the best part was, I was in charged of the invitation (invitation card and the rest) .. the same week that I have to hand in my work.. WAH LOW!! Okok.. tapikan okla it was a legitimate reason for using my time other than working on the essay but ada ke… si Shasa ni busy tgk TV series… oh my gooodddd…  If I can slap myself, I would have grrr…

I’ve been trying to keep up with the rest of the series; Desperate Housewives ( I love the drama.. tak tipu!), 90210 (hmmmm…. Because they are all hotties?), Greys Anatomy (Pakai pampers = HARD CORE!), Gossip Girl (Hilary Duff, soooo cute with that geek), Vampire Diaries (Why are vampires always the hot ones’? it’s ok, I still love each one of them ~drool) , Brothers and Sisters (the only episode that makes me cry ALL the time when it ends) and the latest one: NUR KASIH! Yeah it is actually pretty good nono very good (Nanti Faezah marah , yes Remy Ishak pon hensemmmm) She made me watch this malay drama series. It has soooo much moral values that I think it is making me a better person… nuff said but seriously.. I was busy watching those series when I was supposed to finish my essay…. I think lesson learned, DO NOT PROCRASTINATE SHASA AZIZ!!! Hehehe… takpe sebab im already up to date with all of them lalalala ….

Setiap Jumaat jam 9 mlm

hahahahahah ala online je k!

Haaaa…. Okok.. some more updates:

I’ve got a new KARAOKE SET!!!!!! Best best best tak terhingga sampai sakit la tekak I ngn Faezah.. We’ve got our favourite song, our duet song, our emo song, our +++ hahahah… (u malu ke Faezah. Skit? Hahah) yeah she does have an awesome voice people , how about now?? Hehe love u Faezah. I hope soon after Dina is free from her duties ie: exams and future husband, she will come and sing with us.. all night long K DINA.. u promised!

Heheh.. but mine is gold!!

NEXT: Kerry (my x colleague in Royal Surrey County Hospital), Mike (Kerry’s bf), Faezah and I, went to Greenwich last last weekend. Best.best.. hmmmm I think I enjoyed taking pictures the most hehee and spending time with Kerry and Mike too. We had an awesome time. Bought quite a bit at the market. Faezah la.. dia shopping sakan! Ahhaha yeah, I love blaming Faezah for everything and I think dia pon dah Pasrah hahahaha.. I don’t think she has got any choice, sorry babes, heeeeeeeee…

No i dont know why she poses like that

Faezah the statue eh.. faezah and the statue yg kat depan kapal..

Breathtaking view from the top of the hill… You can see the four banks, the maritime museum and Greenwich ..

Faezah.. my new housemate, my new model, my new nanny hehe.. peace and i heart her

She tried ….. obviously failed

us at the line.. 00.00

The view is better when we are in the picture righttt?? hehe

THEN: YANS BURFDAY!! Yeay, another one entering the lovely lives of the quarter century.. yeah lovely why?? Biar AAA!! I said soooo.. (tak de idea aa ) We had an awesome dinner with awesome people . I hope Yan loves all her presents (Yan, kalau u tak suka I ada k , mmg tak malu si Shasa ni ).. Ok, quick update about lil Haris, he is sooooooo cute and dah besarrrrrr!! (mana boleh makin kecik kan duhhhh!) now he knows how to main mata please.. eyh forgot, Yans birthday should be about Yan.. Yan dah start keje ni makin hot la. Is that your secret Yan? I can’t wait to start work. Then we also had a heavy breakfast at Giraffe that weekend with the Adli’s, soooo much fun! Yan this weekend k.. or the next, we chill some more hot mama! Love you babes, Happy birthday again … ROBSTEN FOREVERRRRRR!!! ARRRRRRRRrrrrrr

The gorgeous birthday girl.. i wish everyone will be happy and healthy (ye ke?? ke robert pattinson will come and hug me NOW!!)

Yan i dont know him personally but i hope that would do :D

quarter century hotness muehehehe

Haris: ouuuu… can i squash ure face, hehehe… Faezah: tak sabarnyerrrrr..

Shasa: Jelessssssssss bluerghhhhhh

OK, today, anyway, after menanam anggur for almost TWO months ni, (oh My.. after acknowledging my employment status, I am REALLLLLYYYY hoping I will get my VISA soon), I got a new photography job! Finally, a hobby that gives something in return (ye la…  skating menghabiskan duit bapak I, nyanyi tak kasi i duit langsung, shopping habiskan duit I, LOL).  I’ve been spending my time like a tourist today; I took almost 1000 pictures of landmarks in London. The power of Digital Camera! I can’t share the pictures as yet. It is for a calendar for this Bank, hence all the hassle going everywhere..

But the worst part was IT WAS BLOODY COLD and I had to go to the toilet for 7 times, dari pukul 11 30 pg sampai 10 mlm, I had to go to the loo 7 times??… gilo apo?? I think I have a problem…………… its either it was too cold or I seriously need to go and see my GP. It was soooo bad I almost went to the guys toilet mistakenly.. tak kelakar ni, emo ni!!! Hahaha.. damn aaa… malu k! I went for the shoot with Abang Fadzil, Miriam’s husband, mmg dah tk malu la…  Nasib Fadzil mcm abang i.. If not serious man.. I need to use pampers la next time (HARD COREEEEE!!!).. tak pela, I think my bums too big laa.. I will never pull it off.. huahuahua.. okok.. tomorrow I have team building thingy with my colleagues at St Mary’s Hospital before I start work properly, I guess things are looking pretty good for me.. Natijahnyer, I miss all of you soooo much and im ok la.. still alive and kicking .

The new crossing at Oxford street .. mcm kat US skrg! Green light.. Criss

Crossssss… geniusssss??

Kingly court, my baby’s fav stop ( i miss going there with u sayang )

LOVE

HOPE, PEACE @ Carnaby Street

Ok.. sleep time..

Salam, Love…

Shasa Aziz

 

Lets be grateful :D

I watched Brothers and Sisters yesterday and it had occurred to me, how fragile life is. I have been very emotional lately, due to the waiting, the distance, the illness , the pressure and what not. I just realised what I have neglected to hear something that Faezah has been trying to tell me; ‘what is not in my power, I should not be stressed about’. As much fact/true the statement is, I still can’t help but to feel damn stressed about it. It was so bad that my normal ‘monthly’ lady thing became hay wired (and I usually get it on-time).

You know, we can die anytime or get diagnosed with any scary thing at any time. When we are healthy, we keep on whining and hoping that things are better and greater. I hope I can stop whining and start being grateful that I am still alive and able to help and make people around me happy. Usually, when people know they have a few days to live, then they will start living their lives. I think that is just selfish isn’t it? Isn’t that selfish to Allah too?? This is just a thought, I know all of my friends are working hard to live and are doing as much to be a good human and hamba ALLAH. I am writing this to remind myself, rather than sulking, wasting time, I should get my bum to work on something, something that will help me for my future and I should be happy….. cause life is too short to be unhappy.

Lets be grateful and be happy.. whatever happens, we are still alive and kicking! If things don’t go your way, find another way to make the best of the outcome. Live your day as though you can die tomorrow (I know, dramatic right? But seriously, if we have that in mind, everyday we will be so full of energy and obviously closer to god).

Lets try…..

Love,

Shasa Aziz

 

rest in peace my lil fishy :(

Since most of my friends have gone back home for good, I’ve had new friends and new housemates. And eversince Faezah moved in with me, we have spent a lot of time together. She is like a little sister I’ve never had before LOL (and what made it more funny is that she is was my high school head mistress’s daughter), something I never thought will happen in the future. heee… Faezah sure dah naik muak dgr I ckp ni. The main thing I want to share with you is not about us its about our fish.

About three weeks ago, each of us bought two little cute gold fishy. I bought two fantails (one fancy and one normal) and Faezah bought 2 little lemon gold fish. Her fish are pretty and lemonish colour, haha mine however, one is all gold and shiny and the other fancy one had red and black spots (he/she looked more like a gold fish version of koi but Lopes called him/her KURAP! ← grrrr kureng!!) . Faezah and I had so much fun getting their homes ready heee.. Faezah did almost all of the calculation ( haha my walking calculator, although she disagrees with that). Serious ma fan la nak jaga gold fish, even though it was’nt the easiest pet to take care of but it was quite interesting and refreshing.

the preparation heee.. it was fun

I had names for them, initially my gold one is called Maya but she had a sex change, now his name is Edward (sorry twi fans) and the other Jake (sorry again twi fans) → I had a real reason for the change. To date, Edward is still alive (mungkin sbb dia vampire kot nyeheheheh) but Jake past away today .. sedih sgt. He was ill though from last week, I think when I bought him he was already sakit. But it made it worst kot as time passes, and it does’nt help having me as the owner. Faezah is far better owner/gold fish keeper than I am. She talks to the fishys and maybe sang to them without my present’s hahahaha peace babe. Kesian ikan I .

my baby jake happily eating

Jake suffered from ammonia burn (the tail and fin decolourised and lost its shape), swim bladder problem (he kept on floating even though he wants to swim to the bottom) and some kind of infection (white spots on his skin). So maybe because of the water, over feeding or even the temperature. SEDIH!!! I told darling about my fish two days ago, her mom who used to have gold fish and said, it is probably time to say good bye but Faezah and I determined that he can recover because he was fighting to live all the way even he wasn’t moving much. We had anti-infection solution for him to help him recover (even though I initially put too much oops) and I even quarantined himself from Edward (sbb Edward keeps on trying to bite him –not joking ok!). But tak pe la, ajalkan….

My quarantined baby died

So I’ve flushed him away, I think that he died peacefully and it was for the better. Jake my first fishy to die, Faezah and I will remember you forever .

Happy times ..

Love,

Shasa Aziz

 

Ssssss

Stressssss.. with a capital S!

 

Fight for this love..

I am in love, bangun2 je teringat pasal the performance from Cheryl Cole last night that i missed. I am so in love with her, please tgk!

It was live and she danced well! Gorgeous. Incredible. Hot. Sexy. Perfect~

Went to UMNO’s open house last night and it was packed with people. Gila babs la! Hats off to the committee members and their friends who helped. Finally had my nasi minyak and ayam masak merah fixed (as you know, this is a very typical meal for raya in UK).  We had a whole day of mengemas-ing yesterday and finally we head off to MSD for our free dinner .

UMNO committee 2009

Nasi minyak and ayam masak..

girls from house 54

Later that night, i watched Talentime. Hmmmmmm slow laaaaa and asyik confuse je. Mahesh tu bisu kan? bukan pekak kan?? “Stress aku nak interpret”. Nevertheless, i loved the fact that Mahesh was using sign language and had thought Melor how to use sign language. The only words i can see in my mine was One Malaysia and no discrimination towards the disabled.

Ok, now i have to see my plumbers downstairs, sexy. Finally got the boiler –>fixed!

Love,

Shasa Aziz

 

If you never fail, you never lived

Just got this from Ang’s blog, i wanna share it. I like it..

Love,

Shasa Aziz

 

nearing the end of Eid

I was almost home .. i miss my family. i miss my friends back home … It was Fiena’s birthday, i want to touch Natte’s belly, I want to go to Kakaks open house and enjoy last week of Eid with my family. I want I want I want….. I miss my sayang . The reason my hopes were left only hopes because I was planning to go home today to do my new tier 2 visa, unfortunately the COS license given to me can only be applied from UK. That means I have to wait for another month to work. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ??? 1 month?????? Oh em gee.. Takpela, I hope I will get my VISA eventually. I almost bought the ticket, thank god tak beli….

Anyway, today is my Open House, eh Mira, Faezah, Liza, Marriam, Suraya and my open house. We had loads of food but we had left over’s too .. I miss my friends. Usually if we had open house, my guy friends will manage to eat ALL of the food but nevertheless, we had A LOT of guests and a lot of fun.. But the best part was the after partey.. we played sparkles, we had lots of laughter, singing sessions (concerto..) and cerita hantu time … best! Thank you everyone, finally an excellent end for Raya hehehe.. To sayang, Drog, Natte… I miss you guys the most, I wish you guys were here. I miss Rogs sambal, sayangs udang and nattes cupcakes

GAMBAR esok I update , we are still in the cerita hantu session.

okok as i promised:

My adik (Eliza) n i

Mr and Mrs Amir and myself

My lovely housemates :*

Our guests

The ladies in d house

Shazwi, Dzariman,Moi and Tina

Baby Qalif and Nabila Zaki

Anyway, here is a song that I would love to share with you all. This song is called Jauh. We had it all done in 1 night. This is probably not the final cut but good enough to share. This song is most suitable for people have long distance relationship hehehe…

Jauh by Shasa Aziz

Composed by Faezah

Lyrics by Marriam and myself.

Singer : me.

Enjoy it,

Love,

Shasa Aziz

 

New Chapter

The beginning of this new chapter is looking pretty good, fast paced and challenging. I might have to cut out some activities I’ve been involved with and concentrate on my priorities. I haven’t started work and my wallet is leaking pretty quickly. There is so much responsibilities to handle being a grown up but I am trying to survive. InsyaALLAH I will start work soon, Amin .

I had my second open house at Kak Farah’s on Saturday. I think this is the most undesirable Raya I’ve ever had, subdued and not much food fed into my tummy. But I still have a week left, so hopefully next week, I would enjoy more food ☺. UMNO is having their open house on Sunday and we (Marr, Suraya, Mira, Faezah, Liza and myself) are having our open house on Saturday from 5pm till late. You are all cordially invited but please RSVP .

Kak Farah, Kak Ramona, Myself and Adilla Long.

Anyway, I had my first AUD class last week (Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday) and it was excellent. Although I felt a little left out, being away from school for a year had made me a little slow up there. Nevertheless as I said it was excellent, my lecturer for this module is called Charles Berlin @ Chuck, who is a famous Audiological Scientist. He has done important work in animal hearing and vocal output, human cerebral organization for speech perception, electro-cochleography and Auditory Brainstem Response, Otoacoustic Emissions, and has discovered a rare form of hearing loss called ultra-audiometric hearing. But the best part is, he is also a very very very famous Jazz pianist back in Florida and New Orleans. He soooo have given me the motivation to be a good musician and an awesome audiologist. SEMANGATTTT!

Chuck Berlin and myself

The unlucky guinea pig haha

The gifted Chuck Berlin

Dinner with my new classmates and the lecturers

ANYWAY, New moon is coming out next monthhhh!!! CEPAT LAAAA!! After I’ve finished reading Breaking Dawn, I took a break from reading. It was just sad to start anything new, I was emotionally attached to twilight. But the long rest has its end, Im starting a new saga called Wicked Lovely. It’s about a fairy romance novel, lets see if it will give me the same impact as Twilight heeehehe.. Ok, I think I should go and take a shower, Faezah is bringing back lunch yummmm then we can do some gardening. The sweetness of unemployment, hope it wont last any longer..

Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr

Love,

Shasa Aziz

 

the comeback..

Yes, it has been awhile since I last updated this page. I have been ill for 10 days (that’s long ok!). I’ve missed my farewells, classes and open houses. Now that I have a lot more energy, I want to thank my beautiful London family for taking care of me .. especially Yan for taking care of me on Monday and Tuesday (second and third day of raya)! You have been my sweet angel. If you weren’t around I would be even more devastated for being ill during Eid. Marrrriiiamm and Suuuu.. Love you guys, Love the soup and thanks for the visit Marr, you don’t know how much it means to me. Natte for the blog entry.. you are very very very sweet and how I missed you so, your text was therapeutic and I wish I get more messages from you *hint hint* (yes yes ill get a bb one day ) . Not forgetting my two housemates, Mira and Faezah, who constantly making sure ive been fed and getting better. Dina, Azz and Drog for the messages, I hope you are all well. Seriously, I am blessed for having such great friends. But most importantly, my sayang, he was there allllllll the time (skype la) but he didn’t sleep making sure I was alright.. I miss you sayang and I LOVE YOUUUU!!! Ok, that was my award winning moment for being ill.. heeeee !!

Heniways, better late than never, I would like to wish to all of you SELAMAT HARI RAYA. Sorry for the late wish and Halalkan and makan minum yer.. dan Maaf zahir batin. I bet everyone had an excellent Raya. Raya for me was quite subdued after the first day. I missed the weekend where everyone had their open houses which was sucks but its ok, at least I wasn’t spreading germs .

Selamat Hari Raya

Our treat of the day .. SNOG.. yummmm

I still haven’t started work due to work permit reasons, and I’ve started to get bored. Hmmmm…. To Alia, Yas and Yan, I hope you had a good start at work today/last week. I hope ill start work soon but I am starting my AUD this week! Excitedddddd.. Raya is almost over, and we have to work hard! Nthn Christmas… On another note, I am contemplating on whether I should do an open house for raya or a Halloween Party. Hmmmm im bored. I need ideas.. ok peeps.

Love,

Shasa Aziz

 

Why i get sore hands and still love it.

I’m so edgy today. The thought of changes made me feel a little ill today. I am trying my best to keep myself composed. I’ve done my part in this changing bit but if people don’t want to help me, what more can I do? Frustrated. Still hopeful. Perhaps, its nearly time of the month, where my emotions are just everywhere LOL.. I can’t imagine being pregnant, I already feel sorry for my future hubby . I Hate Changes period! Somehow I feel old, only old people hate changes.…  am i?Daymmm

 Ok.ok. Enough of my messed up feelings, let’s talk about the new sport that I’ve challenge myself with, this time. I just can’t stay still can I? Starting this week, every Monday evenings, I will be at a primary school for an ‘extra’ curricular activity. Hold on, im not that dodgy,.. I have enrolled myself to an Aerial class. So last Monday, we started of with Trapeze. It was sooooo cooooolllll!! I thought I’d only watch them on TV on cirque du soleil or concerts (ie: Pink and Britney). I managed to do a few really cool  beginners tricks, yeay. My instructor, Iggy (comel kan nama dia) will let us take photos for during the next practise. So hopefully, i’ll share my progress with you, when I have the time k! Even though I had fun, I ended up with sore hands (as expected) and a tone tummy, (but it vanished right after I had food). Ahhaha .. So here are some pictures for you to imagine in your mind.. Just imagine me on it, till I have my own photos :D:D!

One of the basic moves we had to learn

not yet, but ill get there

Ok, i have another 20 mins till my next patient heeeeeee.. Eclipse time.

Love,

Shasa Aziz